Weltschmerz

Weltschmerz (noun): a mood of sentimental sadness, a mental depression or apathy caused by being idealistic in the face of reality
if we haven't spoken since high school, lemme tell you something.
high school was 10 years ago.
people have told me that i look 22 or 12 or something. i am even the same size i was at 18. in the course of a decade, life has happened, and a woman, not a girl, is writing this blog. i've got a set of [figurative] balls.
it is tempting to be remiss over this, that, or the other. someone wise once told me that we have to mess up a great deal to finally get it right.
i am speaking of love mostly, and career.